Farmers' Market

We are back from LA and trying to settle in again. While hanging with my family I got hooked on juicing by my brother Gonzalo. It makes me feel good and it is super fun for me to mix the flavors of fruits and veggies and watch the juice flow out! :) So this weekend we went to 2 Farmers' Markets and stocked up on oranges, strawberries, carrots, broccoli & grapefruit. Yum!

It has been tough for me after my father's death but I'm taking it one day at a time. It'll be 1 month on the 8th. I miss my family - his illness gave us the gift of bringing the family closer. So being back feels a little strange now... I've also started to work part-time this month and that is a huge change for us. Through all of this Gemma has been a super star. I have to say, I don't think I could have handled anything else. Becoming a parent and losing a parent within 6 months has been incredibly live-changing in ways I would not have expected. It has grounded me, pried open my heart, up-lifted my spirits, forced me to be vulnerable and ask for help and forgive ... basically made me rethink life as I knew it. This life and death cycle had made me feel more human and connected and very much grateful for all I have. I am sad that Gemma will not know her crazy abuelito. But I am glad that they did meet and he did get a sense of her. And I know wherever he is he will be watching over her and taking good care of her and all his family.

I wish you all and your families health and love and light! :)